Awhile ago, My family and I decided to hear mass earlier than usual. My nephews, Mom, Sister and I went to Sta. Ana Church for the 12PM mass. I was so happy that we were complete.

The mass awhile ago was the best so far. I listened from the very start til the very end and my most favorite part was the HOMILY.

"Sometimes when we get hard challenges/problems, we do question if there's really a God, If God's really there for us. And sometimes, we give up easily just because you think we can't handle a certain challenge. And whenever we get problems, that doesn't mean God hates us and always remember, if we have problems, it's NOT GOD'S FAULT but ours. Just for example, There's a certain person who has lung-cancer, that doesn't mean God gave that illness just because he wants to, Why do you have lung-cancer? Think about the past and what you did before - Maybe because you weren't taking care of your health and that's why you have it. And also, once God gave us a challenge, that doesn't mean HE'S NOT AROUND with us. If God gives us challenges, It means that he's with us. Always."

The homily was just so perfect for us, I believe. In a family, problems are always present and I've been on that stage where in I really want to give up. I can't help it so bad. I was on the verge of giving up. But then, when I heard the homily, I felt God so much. I was so guilty that, back then, I keep on blaming God for the problems I have/had but still, in the end, He's always there for me. He's there listening to my everyday prayers, He's always there to make me happy, He's always there. Always. I really felt guilty about it. I was teary-eyed. So, Yeah, the problems we have right now? I would def surrender it to God.

"God is BIGGER than my PROBLEMS" This quote is just so truuuuue. ♥ Thank You Lord for being there. :*

That's all for now.

xx; A.

♥

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Sigh I started this day being a pessimist. I know, it's kind of hard. It makes me anxious and makes me stress-for-a-bit. I went to school early awhile ago just because I'll be reporting my topic for the class. Reporting, honestly, is not my cup of tea. It makes me nervous. It makes me feel uneasy. I just don't feel like it - being in front of many people and speak to them. I still don't have that confidence....... yet. But then, when I finished reporting in class, I felt overwhelmed, happy, chipper and all that good stuff. Yes, I ended up being an optimist. I realized that I have to prove myself that I can do things without being nervous. Nothings wrong if you commit a mistake. Yes, I was nervous awhile ago because I'm afraid of committing a mistake which -- I'm not really used to - especially in front of the crowd - that's just different. I promise to do my best and to be more of a positive thinker. ♥

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Tangled Ever After



Who's excited - 'cause I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ Tangled is one my favorite movies of all time. I'm a movie freak, I tell you. So, anyway, I love Tangled since the day it was released. I've seen it a lot of times. 1293898341284x, really. I don't even know. I love the movie so much and It was a cliffhanger when it ended. When I finished Tangled last year - I was like "I WANT A PART TWO" and Yes, finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ TANGLED EVER AFTER! :3 Flynn Rider/Eugene Fitzherbert & Rapunzel's wedding. Yay~ Yay~ Yay~ ♥♥♥

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James Reid

Dating Game with Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition winner James Reid.

When: February 11 2O12
Time: 4PM
Where: Gaisano Mall of Davao [Atrium]

It's for all FEMALES [14-2O years old]
Registration period: January 18 2O12 to February 6 2O12

To Register- Please do submit the following to the Ads & Promo Department:

* A single receipt from GMALL's Supermarket with a minimum purchase of Php3OO of ARIEL WITH DOWNY PASSION (a product of Procter and Gamble *PG*)
* Photocopy of live birth certificate
* Written consent from PARENTS/GUARDIANS
* Completed registration form (Forms available at the ads and promos department, 4th floor, Mall Office
* A 3R full body picture

Yes guys, James Reid will be visiting Davao for the nth time. We, Kerhbears DAVAO are excited about it as well. So, if you are a fan of James or a part of Kehrbears (friends of James), Please do join the event! ♥ For more inquiries, You may go directly to Gaisano Mall's main office (for Davao residence only).

And for more questions about the GT, please email me: armilalat@ymail.com

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Long post is long. Thanks again, readers! &heartsl

xx; A ♥

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HAPPY NEW YEAR, READERS!

My last post was last November 11, hoho. Almost a month, huh? Anyway, It's 2O12, How was your start? Mine? It was good though since school has already started, I can feel the stressing-days now. Prelims for second semester = FINALLY OVER and I flunked two subjects.



What a fail but I guess I really have to do my best. MIDTERMS AND FINALS, Please be awesome. Please be good.

Will post more stuff next time :)

xx; A.

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It's been months since he courted this girl, I think? or maybe It has been months since he liked to court this girl. And when January or February came, I think? There's this sign that he's going to court her. When March came, everything was so different. I felt so happy because he's too nice and too generous to me. I felt so happy 'cause I've been admiring him for months now, I think it's been 9 months or so? well, not non-stop though I really admired him for that long, even if I had a boyfriend months ago, HAHHH. Anyway, back to the topic, When April came, I was really really really happy because we were able to talk and have the best moment during farewell, THOUGH I know that he doesn't have any special feelings towards me. Well, Yeah, for me, IT WAS THE BEST FEELING. As time passes by, He only sends me GMs and the like, never PM me except when I ask questions or whenever I reply to his GMs. It makes me happy when I get his replies.

Hm, but last night? I felt so dumped. Well, I'm not jealous, it's just that I felt my heart was crushed into pieces. I never thought that after courting this "girl", they're now TOGETHER. 9TEEN is their day, foiiine. I'm not jealous, seriously, I'm just hurt. I never thought that I'd be adoring someone who ignores me. And no, I never thought of "I SHOULD'VE GIVEN UP ON YOU" because I like him so much, and I know that he gave me "good" and "nice" ways of sharing my feelings back, not in a special way thouuuugh I'm happy for that.

I wish you two all the best and happiness in life. HAHHHH, I know you're not getting married yet, but relationship is quite a big thing now. You'll be experiencing happiness, sadness and you'll be receiving a lot of challenges. And to that girl who used to be MY HATER? my enemy? well, I think, UNTIL NOW? Good Luck! Be sure to take good care of him. Be sure not to give him problems, I know he loves you that much. ♥

BLABLA, I never thought that I'd be talking about him here on my blog :)

There you go. Everything happens for a reason, I will wait for that reason to happen, I want to know your next chapters, GG.

xx

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Grabe 'tong kantang 'to. Sa tagal tagal ko nang narinig ang kantang 'to, ngayon lang nag sink-in sa'kin. Sigh, buhay.

I can actually say that I can relate to this song. Lyrics, Tune, AAAAA, so right for me. That important person sang this last farewell, it made me smile. We all laughed so hard because it's a "GIRLS' SONG" and he began singing and the lyrics are starting to hurt me as well. One of his friends was like "ARMI, YOU NEVER HAD HIS HEART DAW" hahahaha, and while he was singing he kinda laughed a little, it made me flailed a little inside. =)) How I wish you were mine. ♥

Sigh, is this love? .-. 'cause I hope not. You're too young for me. and you're too immature for that, still.

xx

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I want to cry. I'm not that ready for a stressful week YET. I've been so relaxed, and I never noticed that everything's piled up. Too many projects, Yes. God, please help me. I don't want to procrastinate, but my brain's too insane and my body's too lazy. How can I overcome this kind of illness :( I still have a lot of things to do, and I'm stress. RELLY. REALLY. REALLY. stress.

HELP ME GOD. :(

xx

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I'm happy now! Yes, it's really hard to get over a certain person, but hello? there's A LOT of reasons out there to be happy. And Yes, I still have a lifetime to be happy. Well, as of now, We still haven't talked yet, honestly? I'm waiting for him to talk 'cause whenever I speak up, he's kinda shy to speak up to me too. I'm ready to be friends with him, seriously. And I wanna talk to him, 'cause I want clear things up. Different sides of the story isn't right for me, so, I need a confirmation. :) Monday talk wasn't that clear, well, for me, okay?

One thing i'm sure of? I'm not mad. It just pisses me off that there are a lot of different sides, IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF. And oh, it pisses me off knowing that I'M ALREADY HAPPY being with my friends and here comes this kind of news and this and that and this and that. Nothing beats the confirmation, Of course. I'd take it even if it hurts or not, anyway.

As what I've mentioned, I'm ready to be friends with him. It's not bad, right? I just don't want him to feel that I'm expecting something or anything from him. FRIENDS is way too different!!!!! :)

So, that's all for now.

xx

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"Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking, and I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me? I don't know what to say since a twist of fate when it all broke down and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now."

I'm sad right now. Never realized that it would be this hard. It's so hard to move on, especially when it's the first day of being SINGLE, right? :( Now, I know the feeling, Now, I understand those people who just had their break ups. I'm sad because yesternight, I was able to sleep early, maybe because there's no reason to sleep late for and maybe because I have nothing to do anymore. I slept at around 830-840PM and then I woke up at around 11PM, I realized that I can't breathe. I kept on checking my phone. And there, I slept again, and woke up at around 3AM. Checked my phone again and realized that I'm crying. :(((((((((((((( Seriously, I'm sad. I wanted to tell my Mom that my heart beats getting faster. Sorry, but I'm really like that. I'm not that strong YET. I really want to overcome this problem of mine. I kept on crying. I told my other friends about this. I'm pretending to be strong whenever they ask me if I'm alright. I wanna tell them that I AM NOT, but I know that they will never understand me. I know that MOST of them will tell me that I'm just over reacting. They will just tell me that "HE'S NOT THE ONLY GUY IN THIS FUCKING BIG WORLD", but come on! :( I know, he's not the only guy here, I know that there are still A LOT of them out there, but we'vebeen together, I just miss the feeling. :(

I was afraid this time would come, I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from with in. I have learned to live my life beside you. - this line made me cry so hard awhile ago. My friend was singing this earlier this afternoon, I can't help but cry. :'(

Some of my friends told me that HE STILL LOVES ME but there's lacking. I really don't mind, I just want to be friends with him, Okay? :( I'm not asking for more. We started as friends and I wanted to end it with him as friends again :/ I don't want him to be bitter. I don't want myself to be bitter.

Ugh, life. This is hurtful. Sorry if I keep on emoting online. ONLINE helps a lot.

xx

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Sunday is equivalent to a lazy day, Well, for me, that is.

Of course, did not forget to go to mass and visit God, Jesus, Mary and the angels. I felt so happy visiting the church so early than the usual. We usually go to mass at night, Yes, 6PM to be exact, and today, we went to the church at around 11AM. And mark it, I called Assumption Church just to check their schedule. :)

Then, My mom, Justin, Jami, My sister and I went to Victoria Plaza just to buy some groceries. And Mom and I decided to check some new items from our favorite shopping stores, though we decided not to buy YET 'cause we thought that thrift shopping might be more awesome this time ;) So, we went home and ate lunch with the family, of course.

Wasn't able to have my power nap since Mom wants me to help.... ugh, reports and such for her work. And there, took care of Jami for awhile which made me -well- sort of - a good aunt to my little baby nephew. Danced to the beat of Dora the Explorer theme songs, ekk. and Oh, Justin and I tackled about "TEACH ME HOW TO DOUGIE" lol.

Then, decided to earphones on, world off be quiet and listened to some of my favorite songs.
though, Secrets by One Republic, Painting Flowers by All Time Low, So Close by Jon Mclaughin and Rap das Armas by Cidinho e Doca were really on loop, HAHAHAHA.

Wow, that made me realized that I was trying so hard just to make my Sunday awesome, huh? :) What'ya think? =)))) :"> I don't want to think about stress this time, It's making my face dirty.... well, talk about pimples. :/

So, that's all. Hello, Sunday!

xx

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Jsyk, Today is equivalent to a very weird day for me. ;_; I wasn't able to join our school pictorial because of my stomach problem. The medicine sucks bigtime. The medication sucks, really. ugh. I wanted to go back to school during lunch break, but still..... :/ And there, Mom told me to stay home and have some water therapy instead.

This is what I dislike so much when I'm not in school. I've missed a lot. THE PICTORIAL, FILIPINO PRACTICE? maybe?, English! :( This makes me sad, really.

And about the pictorial, bby Pauii and I will be having our pictorial as soon as we get back in school, Oh well, for me? I will go to school tomorrow, even if my stomach isn't that well YET, not sure when is the next pictorial though.

Hm, so, I guess that's all for today!

xx

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This is a late post! I wasn't able to go online last night because of some issues, lol. I was a little bit sick.



Anyway, yesterday wasn't that great. We just had our CEM in the morning, and around 1030 or something, We don't have our RHGP and English classes, so, Kaps and I decided to watch Sorcerer's Apprentice (2010) movie from Jinx' itouch.

I really love the movie, I wasn't able to finish it though 'cause I decided NOT to. I'm going to buy a DVD, haaaa. And Oh! I was shocked when I heard my favorite song playing in that movie. YES, One Republic's SECRETS. I was really shocked. And My classmate, Roeland, said that there's this part that'll really amuse me, and that part was when Dave welcomed his love interest in his place where in there were electricity playing sound effects and such. And there, SECRETS played. I was like "HALAAAA! YAN NANAMAN NA KANTA!" Kaps and Roeland knew my reaction would be like that 'cause I already did that a lot of times whenever I hear the song.

kaajskfjakdf I just so love the movie plus It's NICOLAS CAGE!!!! Well, I think he's one of my favorite. :"> I've already seen lots of his movies..... One is KICK-ASS! and the ever famous Ghost Rider.

Then, I decided to stop watching ... 'cause I'mma buy a DVD soon - And decided to read El Fili and talk with Pajo. We were talking about El Fili and English, and then talked about this girl named ARIANNA.

In the afternoon We didn't do much. And YEA, I was so pissed off in the afternoon. Someone from the other class told me that I flunked Economics. I really really cried. I mean, I REALLY HAD A HIGH GRADE FROM 1st to 2nd quarter. :( Good thing there were GOOD FRIENDS who kept on telling me that I can still catch up for sure, THEY WERE SHOCKED OF COURSE because they weren't expecting that it was me! And even though I could still catch it up, I DON'T LIKE FLUNKY GRADES, k? :( It pisses the hell out of me.

Okay, fine. I MUST STUDY! :">

xx

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