It's been months since he courted this girl, I think? or maybe It has been months since he liked to court this girl. And when January or February came, I think? There's this sign that he's going to court her. When March came, everything was so different. I felt so happy because he's too nice and too generous to me. I felt so happy 'cause I've been admiring him for months now, I think it's been 9 months or so? well, not non-stop though I really admired him for that long, even if I had a boyfriend months ago, HAHHH. Anyway, back to the topic, When April came, I was really really really happy because we were able to talk and have the best moment during farewell, THOUGH I know that he doesn't have any special feelings towards me. Well, Yeah, for me, IT WAS THE BEST FEELING. As time passes by, He only sends me GMs and the like, never PM me except when I ask questions or whenever I reply to his GMs. It makes me happy when I get his replies.

Hm, but last night? I felt so dumped. Well, I'm not jealous, it's just that I felt my heart was crushed into pieces. I never thought that after courting this "girl", they're now TOGETHER. 9TEEN is their day, foiiine. I'm not jealous, seriously, I'm just hurt. I never thought that I'd be adoring someone who ignores me. And no, I never thought of "I SHOULD'VE GIVEN UP ON YOU" because I like him so much, and I know that he gave me "good" and "nice" ways of sharing my feelings back, not in a special way thouuuugh I'm happy for that.

I wish you two all the best and happiness in life. HAHHHH, I know you're not getting married yet, but relationship is quite a big thing now. You'll be experiencing happiness, sadness and you'll be receiving a lot of challenges. And to that girl who used to be MY HATER? my enemy? well, I think, UNTIL NOW? Good Luck! Be sure to take good care of him. Be sure not to give him problems, I know he loves you that much. ♥

BLABLA, I never thought that I'd be talking about him here on my blog :)

There you go. Everything happens for a reason, I will wait for that reason to happen, I want to know your next chapters, GG.

xx

Labels: 2011, armi, when life gives you lemons

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