"Seeing the person you like, liking/loving someone else"

What hurts the most? =_= Seeing the person you like, liking/loving someone else, and that someone else is a friend of yours.

No, I don't hate my friend AT ALL. I love her so much because she's my friend. B-but what hurts? I like the person who likes her. I mean, it really is hurting me THIS much. I don't even know what to do. I don't want to share HOW it hurts me. And guess what? THAT crush of mine (james reid-look-a-like) and I are actually texting each other because we're friends! :| Yes, he's kind-of close to me now. And it's because of my friend. /Sigh. Life. Whyyyy always like this?

Oh well. I should understand what life is shoving me. All I have to do is to receive it with all my heart. I may be stupid because I'm helping him, but Yeah, I just want him to be happy, like that.

call me anything or everything you want~ at the end of the day, I'm always on the right track. I may fail? but that doesn't mean I won't stand up. It may hurt me as hell, but FUCK YEAAAAH, This won't take long~

xx A.

Labels: am i crazy or falling in love or is it really just another crush?, help me Lord, in love or crush?, love psh love, personal

August 13 2O11

...................I have Saturday classes and all I have to do is go in class and do things that I usually do in school.

At around 6PM (Chemisty has ended by that time)- my ~*crush*~ pass by the second floor (ST building) which I really didn't expect. Pharma had their acquaintance party and they used the gym, so Yeah, never expected that he would pass by ST building....... I mean, his seat is near the SD building, liiiike what the hell. When he passed by, I actually can't move DDDD: I was nervous, my friends and I saw him pass and then, when he was near the staircase, he actually looked at me at the very siiiiide, then he waved. OF COURSE, I WAVED BACK. ♥♥ SOME OF MY FRIENDS SAW IT.

For him, it was nothing, but for me, OH MY GOD, IT WAS THE BEST! THANK YOU LORD FOR MAKING THAT HAPPEN \:D/ I felt really really really happy!!!!! ♥

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And also, today Aug 14, I'm all bummed up at home, just blogging 'cause I'm actually bored and I really miss this thing (not to mention, TUMBLR's way too different but still, I'm in love with Blogspot! I love both, but yeah, I'm in love with blogspot in a way that it doesn't have "REBLOG" thing).

I actually did a re-vamping here. Made my own banner and yes, kinda deleted most of the things on the side bar. sorry!!!! I really have to, hihi. *U* And also, I edited my "URL" which is HTTP://XXARMIXX.BLOGSPOT.COM =))) :)

Thanks for readingggg.

xx; Armi.

Labels: college, in love or crush?, operation inspiration

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