What would you do if you found out that you have this "TRUSTED" friend but then she/he betrayed you or something? .-.

I mean, for others, it isn't a big deal because maybe MOST of the people here on earth doesn't have real friends, or maybe they're used to it. In my case, I've trusted a lot of people yet I know who REALLY are true and at the same time, MOST of them are faking it. Yes, I can say that I'm lucky enough to have those "REAL" ones, but am I luck enough to have those fake ones too? or should I say that I'm not? :|

It's hard on my part when I know that I'm in the middle of it. I don't know which side/s to take, so I decided to be neutral yet, it's just not right when you're neutral and you know that the other side has done something really, really fucked up or something NOT right, right? :|

Even those cards or whatsoever can NEVER tell it right. I don't know, at this time, I think God can explain. I mean, it's all up to him.

I'm just hurt, maybe I'm not the person who got bitched up or something yet, the one who got bitched up is my friend too and we don't know what to believe in anymore!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Okay, Okay, I must leave this problem to God now. I've had enough. I mean, I've been on both sides, on one side and this time, I bet that God's with me and I bet that this thing is part of my life, part of the challenge that I'm supposed to surrender to God. God, help me choose the right PERSONS. Give me more strength, patience, open mindedness all over! Thanks!

xx; Armi ♥

Labels: college life, friends or foes, help me Lord, LEAD ME TO THE RIGHT PATH, this is such of a lemon but i don't care

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