Since Mother's Day hasn't ended yet, I just want to blog about my Mum. My Mum is one of the people I cherish the most. She took care of me for 19 years and counting and She may not be my real Mum but that doesn't mean I care less and I love her less. Since the day God gave me to her I knew that I would love her forever. I know sometimes I get irritated, annoyed, tired of her sermons, disrespect her, disobey her, frustrates her but still she has never given up on me. She believes in me even if I've given her a lot of failures. She STILL do believes in me. Sometimes I ask, WHAT IF SHE WASN'T MY MOM? WHAT IF SHE WASN'T THERE FOR ME? WHAT IF SHE NEVER GAVE ME CARE, SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING? But then I realized those "WHAT IFS" are just for rookies because here's the reality. She has supported me, took care of me, guided me to the right path, has always been a good listener, has always been understanding and everything. She is a super woman. She works hard and sometimes that HARD WORKING SELF in her makes me worried a lot. She's a super Mum. Even if she's busy, I know sometimes I get really jelly because of her work. Too much attention for that but still, I know, She wants to stay with us and make us feel that she's still a Mother. And guess what? She's my Mum-slash-Dad as well. I grew up without a Dad and I never felt a Father's love but still, I'm not looking for a Dad because I know my Mum has always been there for me. - - - I don't want to see her cry, hurt and all, That's why I keep on telling her that once somebody made her cry, She should tell me and I promise to back her up! :)

I know I have attitude but please, don't blame my Mum for that. She has taught me a lot but sometimes I just ruined it. It's my fault not hers. That is why I get hurt whenever a person tells me "GANYAN TINURO SA'YO NG NANAY MO?" I mean, what the hell? I know I've done something wrong but that doesn't mean my Mum taught me that. Sometimes I get hurt whenever other people tell OTHERS how my Mum is strict or not a good person. Aye, She's strict but not that much. She give sermons but She's the kindest, sweetest and very thoughtful one, HER SERMONS? It's for the better. I love her so much that I don't want to lose her. I love her so much that it makes me sad whenever I talk back (sometimes).

So, you guys, You really should cherish your parents. You don't know how much they've been just for you. Sometimes, We may not understand their point but it's for us and it's for the better. You should cherish them because they are the GREAT TEACHERS. They've been through a lot and You know, They are always there even if they know you're wrong. Cherish them and Make them feel you love them and You appreciate everything they've done for you.

"Mama Miriam,
                        Sorry sa mga nagawa kong kasalanan sa'yo ha? I know I've been a very, very, very bad girl before. But that doesn't mean it was because of you. Naging rebelde man ako for awhile, Sumasagot sagot man ako sa'yo, Dinedisobey nga kita paminsan or Di nirerespeto pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun na I don't appreciate you as  my Mother. Sorry sa lahat Mama. And not because it's Mother's Day e gumaganito ako. Alam mo naman na lagi kitang love diba. You're always special to me kasi alam ka na every time na may problema ako or minsan yung mga tao e na mimisunderstood ako, Ikaw yung laging andiyan and lagi mong sinasabi na YOU WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON ME. And I know Ma, yung nasabi mo before, Alam kong di mo yon sinasadya but I forgive you for that and Alam kong kasalanan ko din yon. You're amazing and I thank God for having you as my Mother. May reason na ikaw yung binigyan ni God ng anak. I've been grateful. Thank you talaga Mama. I love you so, so, so much! <3"


xx; A. <3

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