I would just like to blog about this person which really whore-d the hell out of me. I'm really nice when I know a person is nice to me and to my friends. ESPECIALLY TO MY FAMILY. But whenever I hear a person talk about me, my friends and family with all that negative vibes, I really don't think that I could be able to shut my mouth for days. It sucks that I'm a sensitive girl and what I hear from someone that involves my whole being (friends/family/who're close to me)especially when it talks about NEGATIVE STUFF, it would prolly disturb everything in me.

There's this person....... Let's just call her "HIJA", who seemed to be so careless when she speaks. She speaks out for herself, obviously, and she loves to blab things that she doesn't even know much. I know, she's close with those "guys" but she never knew those "girls" in the first place. She told me that PEOPLE CHANGE, Yeah, Yeah, I know PEOPLE CHANGE but don't you think spreading things about those "girls" will make you a person? seriously? telling me they're ugly - just because they have make up - that's why they're all pretty, gorgeous, beautiful and what so ever?

Second, You said you hate that section just because most of them are "show offs", Yeah, I agree, but for me, JUST SOME OF THEM are. Some of them are bitter but I bet that we would laugh about it after yeaaaaaaaaaars. Telling me that the "guys" you are close with are more "AWESOME" just because they have something like money, wheels and other more? comparing, judging, signs of insecurity, envy, all of it are obviously exposed to what you've said. I don't wanna judge you. But the thing you did there? Gosh, it just brought out your immature self.

And the fact that you know that I'm close to the two "girls" you were blabbing about? Gosh. Gone mad here. Seriously, I never want to talk about it here but it's disturbing me and I just wanna blog about it.

And to those people who thinks they're superior? Please, know yourself. If you're rich, you have something to show off, why not try to be humble instead? People would love you for that. FOR SURE. ♥ People nowadays. Ughhhh


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Anyway, as a teenager, I've been on that stage. That stage where in I was so insecure about other people. I was so envious. I was so different. But then, as time goes by, I realized, WHY SHOULD I BE? I know I have something to share, I know that people are different in a way, I know that I'm complete, so WHY SHOULD I BE INSECURE? I felt guilty whenever I talk about negative stuff about a certain person and honestly speaking, I never judge a person just by looking at them. I may say things that you don't want to hear, but at the end of the day, I'm wrong and I'm okay with it. But I dislike a person who are just so negative, feeling powerful... You know what I mean. Below the belt stuff aren't my thing. So, I hope you'd learn something sooner.

Inhale love, Exhale hate. K, I'm all good.

xx; A.

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